I have already explained to a few of my friends, but I have ultimately decided to stay and live here in Argentina. As of right now, I believe for a few years. Maybe longer, depending on my studies, but we will worry about that in the future.
I spoke to the Placement Officer from the Peace Corps explaining to him that I want to stay and live in Argentina. It was a very hard decision to make, but I have not been this happy for a very long time with any decision I have made. He was very understanding and sounded pretty delighted to hear that I am making this path for myself. Although, as of right now, nothing is secure for me here--school, job, money--but, I like being able to figure everything out on my own. I feel more like a grown-up now than ever before. It is scary. There is no organization and I have no obligations, so really, I could do nothing and it won't make a difference. However, as you all know me, I am definitely taking advantage of this uncertainty and creating my own life for myself...no matter how complicated or unsettling it is at this moment.
My plan for now is to continue my studies and work part-time. I am in the process now. Universities start in about 3 weeks, so I have a lot to figure out and a lot of people to talk to in a short period of time. I just wish they were in their offices! (Still on "vacation." Cannot WAIT until I have a job here. I will have an almost 2-month sabbatical every year!)
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